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     _{He wasn’t sure, where the jealousy came from—
               it was immature, even Yato himself would have admitted to this fault.} 

     _{It must have been a mixture of those thoughts radiating almost constantly from the adolescent spirit, and the need to experience the feelings of companionship that the deity had been deprived of for so long, that sparked this desire—
                        no, need—-
      to share in the experiences that both Hiyori and Yukine went through; even though Yato lacked those traits needed to fully understand them. Both Yukine and himself desired nothing more than to live— and Hiyori seemed to be the one capable of leading them.}

                          _{…for however long they all existed together.}

      _{This jealous greed seemed to linger in the back of his mind; only coming to a point recently, when almost forceful words were pointed towards the girl.
      He didn’t mean to make her doubtful of herself—of their relationship, but when aforementioned connection was so delicate, the uncertainty that came with remaining silent was oftentimes more detrimental than anything that expressing one’s feelings could ensue.} 

        _{The contrast created by warm extremities on a cold countenance allowed for Yato to return to reality, and azure eyes lifted from rough concrete to meet bright, determined violet counterparts.} 

        _{A small smile played on thin lips as the deity held the phantom’s gaze—A relief sweeping through his body. The misguided doubt seemed redundant; for a companionship to be broken with such a small sentence… The chances of that happening was almost laughable.}

        _{Yato’s disposition only faltered at the girl’s proposal, irises of azuline dropping again to the cracks in the concrete below them, as a hand lifted to remove familiar digits from his skin, allowing her arms to drop again to her sides.}

                                               ❝I can’t.❞

        _{His presence only brought pain and suffering—
                       he wouldn’t wish that upon his worst enemy,
                                 let alone those whom he called his friends.} 

_{{✿}                    [ Afflicted thumbs fondling his cheekbones, her lips corners lifted in order to comfort the boy who changed her life. Extemporaneous toggle circumstance through a stray cat who alleged the minor God. Their glimpse decreed a bond, similar to an attachment for a string of wool.]}

                               _{[ Stabilized the weeping concealing her tears, fragile in poignant moments. Hiyori always tend to take on either a motherly or agitated tone when around him, constantly nagging and lecturing him, ocassionally shifting to a tender tone when trying to reach his heart on certain matters. ]}

                                      _{[ Commitment regarding the devolution to her human features and  ceaselessly coexistence shared with her benevolent companionship. Honestly, were prestigious primarily stagnated in the brunette consciousness how cherished they are. ]}

                                     _{[ Grieved, was unable contemplate his azure hues though Yato’s visage accountable by her current expression, sorrow. Arms returning to the proper place beside her sides. Her disquieting purple tail swung slowly according to your mood. Sadly bade her gaze to the floor]}

                                      _{❝—– Yato……❞}

                                      _{[ Murmur reacquiring tenuity valiantly became her behold towards him. Index finger shifted oriented to his chin, raising to acquire his irises. Lure in their skin attracting like a magnet. Hormones transmitting electrical charges through her veins instituting flicker on her spine, fiery cheekbones exuberant ruddy moderating her countenance. ]}

              _{❝——- You are irreplaceable, special…..❞}

                                           _{❝—— Why are you saying these things? ❞}

                     _{[ Outraged tone infuriated with his negativity, newly cupped his face tightening in an attempt for him wake up to reality, back to his senses. Did not endure, the tears fell for her porcelain skin demonstrating vulnerability. ]}

           _{❝———- How many times I gotta tell you that I just wanna be with you?! ❞}

                     _{(  Iɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴀ ɪɴsᴛᴀɴᴛ, ɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴀɴ ᴀғғɪʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ.
          Iɴ ᴇᴀᴄʜ sᴛᴀᴛᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴀ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴᴛʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. )}

  _{(   Iᴛ’s ᴜɴғᴏʀɢᴇᴛᴛᴀʙʟᴇ, ɪʀʀᴇᴘʟᴀᴄᴇᴀʙʟᴇ .. Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ …              Tʜᴇ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴇᴠᴇɴ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅɪᴇs, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. )}